New Plan of Attack

OK, so I am gonna try this again...I hope I changed it so this is now public.

I'm corresponding with a chick in NJ, feeling her out to see if she is on the level. I'm trying to buy 20 vials of Gonal-F from her. So far she seems cool, and the fact she is only going to charge me $15 per is a big plus in my book. Obviously this means the new plan of attack is injectibles. For so long I've felt like I was in limbo, I really needed to do something to jump start myself. One of these things is moving on with this whole crazy TTC business. I can't keep this up forever.

And, I also sent my resume out. This scares the crap out of me! Those old insecurities resurface every time I do it. I told Devin one reason I want to go back to work FT is then we can get a housekeeper again. I am so fricking tired of housework!!